Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Day 20, 21, 22

Here we are, I don't have much to write on. And that is just another motivation to actually do something. It's kind of shameful to write posts like this. I haven't made changes, at all, I'm still the same weight. I just ... have nothing.

My friend suggested awhile back that the surefire weight loss technique is to get an exotic disease and in a few weeks, bam. Just have to survive it. As tempting as that is... I just have to find a way to get exercise in that doesn't feel like... exercise. Or find a way to put more importance on it. Down the road that would be heart problems, or diabetes, but I'm trying to avoid that.

I can't internalize those motivators, even when I know all the facts. A sad state of affairs. This is where the site readers would jump up and say "you can do it" or "suck it up", but if you're out there, I don't hear it.

Current Weight: 299 pounds (shirt/jeans, no shoes, late evening)

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