Seriously.

It's kind of creepy. I hadn't looked at this blog since I posted over a year ago. I restarted weight-loss... again, 2 months ago, and I've lost 19 pounds, and guess what I weigh... 293 pounds (The exact same as the last post).

There's really not much change from last attempt. I lost weight, got sick, lost more weight, gained most back, got sick again, then gained it back to be over 300 until a trip to ENGLAND/SCOTLAND/IRELAND last year, where I came back about... 293 pounds. Gained it all back until Feb of this year, where I weighed 312 pounds.

I got tired of this for so many reasons. This time the extra change is a simpilfied focus on food, and each Saturday I weigh myself at my friend's house, and they can all see the actual weight. This is Weight Watchersequse, and it serves for accountability. Before when I had a bad week, no on really knew but me, and I could just give up. Now I know in the back of my head that my friends will know too. I hope this keeps me from the major relapses of the past.

I'm not sure any single person but me has ever read this blog ever. It certainly did not have the intended function I initially sought. Though it seems to be a documentation of the graveyard of weight-loss attempts I've collected. My goal is to be a healthy weight by my 28th birthday next year. This seems doable, thats 13 months and... 100 pounds away. I'm sure I'll post again in a year, let's just hope it isn't at 293 pounds.