Day 14

Not alot went on today, I worked the overnight shift from 12am-8am today, and then slept from 9am-5pm...

The overnight shifts not only confuse one's sleep schedule, but eating as well. I'm also stressing out for a variety of reasons and trying not to deal with that by munching on random things. My weight fluctuation during the time of day is also interesting (...at least to me). I weighed 298 last night, then this morning when I got home from work I weighed 297 pounds, then when I woke up around 5pm I weighed 294 pounds. And then a few minutes ago, my current weight was 297 pounds. I suppose this has to do with when you eat and how your body is burning calories.

Normally when I'm frustrated/angry, or having issues with people, I tend to close off and back away. I can't do that this week, with friends coming into town, and its thanksgiving. It's like the perfect storm to just eat lots of delicious foods and ignore what I'm attempting to do here. Maybe its time to deal with all this in a more personally helpful manner.

All those maybes are starting to add up though.